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atjtu, ytvKu yFcth NY fheyu

jåAwhtb lu båAwhtb yu cu yuf cnw btuxe RLzMx[ebtk vtxolh n;t. yublt yu W¼tudbtk mhfthle, RLfbxu¾mJt¤tle ylu yuJt ceòytule JthuJthu zFj :gt fh;e n;e. cklulu yu htusle BËkÍJK n;e.

yuf r’Jm jåAwhtb yturVmu ytÔgt ðgthu Ctsvlt Ftuxt rVjøþzbt lrn vK mtat øþzBËzbtk n;t. yubKu rmdthux m¤dtJ;t fÌtwk & ‘båAwhtb, ytsu mJthbtk yuf VtRl ytRrzgt ytÔgtu. NtRrlkd ytRrzgt.¥

båAwhtbu sht n¤JtN:e ÃËATGþk & ‘Ctsvlt suJtu NtRrlkd ytRrzgt l:elu?¥

‘‘lthu, mtuLgt suJtu.. b;jc fu mtult suJtu, dtuÕzl ytRrzgt. blu :Gþk fu ytvKu yuf yFcth NY fheyu...¥

‘yFcth?¥ båAwhtble ytkFtug NtRrlkd :Jt btkze. ‘RLzMx[eÍlu ;t¤wk bthelu yFcth NY fhÔþk Au?¥

‘RLzMx[elu ;t¤wk bthJtle Jt; ¾âtk Au? RLzMx[ele mt:u mt:u, yult Jæþ rJftm btxu yFcth NY fhÔþk sYhe Au.¥

‘båAwhtble NtRrlkd ytkFtu sht ÍeKe :R. yu ctuÕgt& ‘jåAwhtb, ;bthtu ytRrzgt btht r’btdbtk Q;gtuo lrn!

jåAwhtb fnu& ‘swytu båAwhtb, yt åËkxKebtk fuxjt c"t yrClu;tytu, W¼tudvr;ytu, ÏËkFth øËludthtu jtufmCtbtk fu htsmCtbtk ’tFj :R dgt fu lrn?¥

‘vK yulu ylu yFcthlu Ntu mkck"?¥

‘DKtu mkck" båAwhtb, DKtu mkck". jtufmCtbtk fu htsmCtbtk mkm’ :gt yuxju mhfth ;ubLþk ltb ju lrn. øþludth «"tl ntug fu yvht"e mtkm’ ntug, c"t yublu btl ytvu. yublu ftg’t:e, vtujem:e- c"u:e «tuxufNl b¤u yuxju ;tu c"t ftiCtkze, ztfwytu, øþludthtu mtkm’ cle dgt Au. yublt vh ftuR Fxjtu atju lrn. ftuR ajtJu ;tu yu yulu y"Ja htufe juJtg. vK yu c"tg rbrzgt:e ce;t hnu. rbrzgtlu ÏþN htFu. òu rbrzgtltu rbòs cdzu ;tu yuble vèe vtze ltFu.

‘vK yubtk yFcth...?¥

‘nS mbòGþk lrn? båAwhtb! ;bthe xGËcjtRx nkbuNt btuze au;u Au¥

‘jåAwhtb¥ yubtk nwk mkb; l:e. ytR ztuLx yud{e Je: Gþ. btht r’btdbtk ;tu lJe Jt; ytJ;tk s cºtemu ftuXu ’eJt :tg Au.

‘ytu.fu. ðgthu nJu bthe Jt; mbòu. yFcth vK yuf vtJhVqj rbrzgt Au. yult:eg «"tltu, lu;t, yrClu;t, yhu c"t g dCht;t hnu Au. yFcthbtk ;tu yuJtu vtJh Au fu CjCjtltu vtJh øþj fhe ltFu yhu ytFe mhfth W:jtJe ltFu. Atvtlu ;bu mbòu Atu ~þk? mhfth Atvtklu ÏþN fhJt fuxje c"e Jth «um rbrxkd fhu Au? yublu fuxje c"e ònuht;tu ytvu Au?

båAwhtb fnu& ‘blu dz cume dR. yFcth ftZeyu. ;bthtu ytRzegt ltRm Au. vK yu btxu «u, ;kºte, bkºte, mkºte.. rhvtuxoh.. ytFe mult òuRyu.¥

‘cæþk :Nu.. yufJth ;bu yud{e :tJ yuxju ytd¤ Jt;.¥

‘yud{e, xtuxjbtk yud{e.. vK ytvKu yuÔþk yt’No AtÃþk ftZeyu fu sd;btk yultu lBËltu lt szu. W•tb LGËÍ ytvJt. jtuftule btuhtrjxe J"u, mbtsbtk Ntkr;, m’tath, mkv :tg..¥ båAwhtbu yFcth rJNule vtu;tle CtJlt Ôg¾; fhe.

jåAwhtb FzFz nme vzgt & ‘ytun båAwhtb¥ Gþ yth xq rmBvj. ;bu ;tu gth mtJ ‘Ctu¤t¥ Atu... jtuftu Atvt Jtkaelu btuhtrjxe NeFNu¥ båAwhtb yuf nfef; fnwk?¥ vh’uNbtk yuf yFcthu rlùg fgtuo fu c"t yFcthbtk htus, nðgt, c¤tðfth, jztR, ytd, ÕËkxVtxlt s mbtath ytJu Au. htusuhtus yuJt mbtathtu JtkaJt:e jtuftultk blbtk rJf]r; ytJu Au. yuble g çþrØ yJ¤u btduo ’tuhtg Au. btxu ytvKu jtufbtlmlu m’tathe, rNÐ cltJJt W•tb mbtath s AtvJt btkzgt...

ytsu yuf dtbbtk c"t jtuftuyu Cudt :Rlu dhectu btxu Vkz Vt¤tu WDhtÔgtu. yubtk c"e ftublt jtuftuyu mnfth ytÃgtu. dtblt jtuftulu yrClk’l Dxu Au.

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yuf ctRltu vr; ht;u yuftyuf cebth vzgtu. Dhbtk ftuR btKm lrn yuxju ctR yz"e ht;u yufje mtnm fhelu ztufxhlu ckdju sJt lef¤e. hM;tbtk ;ulu cu yò½gt btKmtuyu ;ulu htufe. ;ule Bþ~fuje ò½gt vAe ;u cklu ;ulu ztufxhlu ðgtk BËfe ytÔgt.

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Jurjkøxl Nnuhbtk fuxjtf muJtCtJe W¼tudvr;ytuyu rmrlgh mexeÍltult ’Jt’tY btxu ;ublt bltuhksl btxu £e ntuÂMvxj ;:t ¾jc ftZe. ;ublu BþmtVhe btxu £e vtm ytvJtbtk ytÔgt.

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yuf Nt¤tlt rNûtftuyu lc¤t rJ¼t:eoytulu ftuR vK ò;le Ve je"t Jdh yublu btxu htrºtNt¤t NY fhe...

båAwhtb lJtR vtBgt& ‘jåAwhtb¥ ytJt ;u ftkR mbtath ntug? ytÔþk ftuK Jtkau?¥

jåAwhtb nMgt, ctuÕgt& ‘btxu s fnwk Awk. båAwhtb¥ yu AtÃþk :tuzt s r’Jmtubtk ck" :R dGþk. jtuftulu :Gþk fu ytJt ;u mbtath ntu;t nNu? Atvtbtk cæþ dullytJu Au.¥

vAe fnu& ‘jtuftu Nulu btxu Atvtk Jtkau Au? yublu ler;btl :Ôþk Au? m’tathe :Ôþk Au? muJtCtJe :Ôþk Au? jtuftulu yubtk hm l:e. Atvtbtk dhbtdhb CSgt suJt, fhtuztult ftiCtkzlt, duLd huvlt, mtBËrnf nðgtlt, ctukc "ztftlt, hujeytubtk ;tuVtltult, vtjtobuLxbtk "bt"blt- yuJt mbtathtu JtkaJt dbu Au. AtvtLþk BþÏg ftb s mlmltxe Cgto mbtath ytvelu d{tnf mkÏgt J"thJtLþk Au. ylu jtuftule ‘btuhtrjxe¥ ytJt mbtathtu:e s Dztg Au.. juzeÍ btxu vtltk Chelu NuBÃþ, mtçþ, vtJzh, mtzele ònuht;tu ytJu Au. yt c"tk vh yFcthtu lCu Au. båAwhtb, ytv½þk yt’No lBËltYv yFcth ;tu yuÔþk ftZe~þk fu jtuftu excite :R òg. clujt cltJtule atuhu lu atixu aato :tg .. ytvKu yuÔþk AtÃþk ftZÔþk Au... ylu «"tltu, lu;tytult Ctuvt¤t cnth vtzJtltk, yublt vtuj FtujJtlt... yhu øþctht g WhtzJtltk.. yuxju yFcthlt rbrzgb:e g yu zh;t s hnu... ylu ytvKt ftbbtk yu zFj fhu lrn.. yublu ÏþN vK htFJtlt ylu zh;t g htFJtlt. btuxe RLzMx[e ajtJJe ntug ;tu yFcthle sYh vzu. «"tltu - lu;tytu rJNu Ftm lJt lJt mbtathtu - QCt fhJtltk. yuble Bþjtft;tu g juJtle. yuxju ytvKt yFcthltu «CtJ ;ublt vh yuJtu vzNu fu ytvKt W¼tudltk ftbtu VxtVx vth vzNu.

båAwhtb fnu& ‘yhu, jåAwhtb, ;btht btuZtbtk mtfh, fhtu fkfwlt... ~þCMg NeD{b...¥